THE UNENCOMPASSED LIGHT
By St Gregory the Great1
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There is in contemplation a great effort of the mind, when it raises itself
up to heavenly things, when it fixes its attention on spiritual things, when it tries
to pass over all that is outwardly seen, when it narrows itself that it may be
enlarged. And sometimes indeed it prevails and soars above the resisting
darkness of its blindness, so that it attains to somewhat of the unencompassed
Light by stealth and scantily; but for all that, to itself straightaway beaten back
it returns, and out of that light into which panting it had passed, into the
darkness of its blindness sighing it returns.
In the wrestling of Jacob with the Angel, the Angel symbolizes the Lord,
and Jacob, who contends with the Angel, represents the soul of each perfect
one, who exercises contemplation. Such a soul, when it strives to contemplate
God, as if placed in a wrestle, now comes uppermost, because by understanding
and feeling it tastes somewhat of the unencompassed Light; and now falls
underneath, because in the very tasting it faints away. Therefore, so to say, the
Angel is worsted when by the innermost intellect God is apprehended.
Almighty God, when He is now known through desire and intellect, dries
up in us every fleshly pleasure; and whereas before we seemed to be both
seeking God and cleaving to the world, after the perception of the sweetness of
God, the love of the world grows feeble in us, and the love of God alone waxes
strong; and while there increases in us the strength of inmost love, without
doubt the strength of the flesh is weakened.
The sweetness of contemplation is worthy of love exceedingly, for it
carries away the soul above itself, it opens out things heavenly, and shows that7
things earthly are to be despised; it reveals things spiritual to the eyes of the
mind, and hides things bodily.
But we must know that so long as we live in this mortal flesh no one so
advances in power of contemplation as to fix the mind’s eyes as yet on the
unencompassed ray itself of Light. For the Almighty God is not yet seen in this
brightness, but the soul beholds something beneath it, by which refreshed it
may progress, and hereafter attain to the glory of the sight of Him. When the
mind has made progress in contemplation it does not yet contemplate that
which God, but that which is under Him. But in that contemplation already the
taste of interior quiet is experienced.