THE ACTIVITY
OF ALL ACTIVITIES
From “The Golden Epistle” by William of St Thierry4
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In the first place then the newcomer to the desert must be taught to follow
the teaching of the Apostle Paul and offer up his body as a living sacrifice,
consecrated to God and worthy of his acceptance, the workshop due from him as
a rational creature. Therefore the body is to be treated strictly, so that it will not
rebel or grow wanton, yet in such a way that it will be able to serve, for it has
been given to the spirit to serve it. It is not to be regarded as the purpose of life
but as something without which we cannot live. For we cannot break off the
fellowship which we have with the body whenever we want, but we must wait
patiently for it to be broken up in a lawful way and in the meantime observe the
conventions of a valid partnership…
The new monk is then to be trained to follow the common observance and
so bring under control the inordinate desires of his flesh by continual penance
for his past life, and, in order to despise all else, to cultivate a contempt for
himself. He must at all times be fortified in advance against the temptations
which are more savage in their assault upon the solitary who is a novice. The
servant of God, who is serving God gratuitously, is unceasingly beset by vices
that try to make him accept the wages they offer him in the form of pleasures.
This comes at the devil’s suggestion, the flesh making its desires felt and the
world providing material for them. The Lord our God also tempts us, to see
whether we love him or not. Not that he does not know and wishes to find out. It
is in order that we ourselves may realize the truth more fully as a result of the
temptation.
But it is easy to overcome and meet with reason temptations which give
grounds for suspicion or at first sight are obviously evil. It is those which
insinuate themselves under the appearance of good that are more difficult to
recognize and more dangerous to entertain. Just as it is very difficult to observe
due measure in what is believed to be good and not every desire for something
good is safe.
The place, however, where all temptations and evil and useless thoughts
collect, is idleness. For the greatest evil which can befall the mind is unemployed
leisure. The servant of God should never be idle, although he is at leisure to
devote himself to God. A name which gives rise to such suspicion and suggests
such waste of time and such an absence of manliness must not be given to a
matter of such unquestionable value, of such holiness, of such seriousness. Is
leisure to devote one’s time to God idleness? Rather it is the activity of all
activities. Anyone who in his cell is not faithful and fervent in this activity is
indeed idle, whatever else he may do that is not done for the sake of this…
The aim of activity should not be merely to pass the day more or less
enjoyably or at least without becoming too weary of leisure but also that when
the day is over it always leaves something in the mind that will contribute to the
soul’s advancement and that some fresh treasure is added each day to the
heart’s store. A good monk should consider that he has lost a day of his life if
during the day he cannot remember having done any of the things for which a
man lives in solitude.