Vigils Reading
A reading from
HANS URS VON BALTHASAR
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The Church lives in an incomprehensible place between earth and
heaven, between death and eternal life, between the old world that is passing
away and the new and incorruptible world. The Christian has died with Christ in
baptism but has also (as St Paul assures him) risen up with Christ and ascended
with him into heaven, and he lives in time on the basis of eternal life and
oriented toward eternal life. As he follows Christ, he goes toward suffering and
death, and yet he lives out of the real power of the risen Christ.
Thus Christian existence embraces the span between penitence and
feast. We are reminded of this by the Church year with its seasons of Advent and
Lent and yet with its unbroken succession of feasts great and small. This
sequence gives us a symbol of something that, on a deeper level, is a mutual
compenetration, a third paradox of our Christian existence. But just as heaven is
victorious over earth, and resurrection over death, so for the Christian must
even penitence, suffering, and death be lived out of a disposition of the
celebration of a feast: the feast of the wedding of God with his redeemed world.
It is well known that the solemnities of the Old Testament all grew out of
thanksgiving feasts for harvest. Where the earth bears fruit and holds feast, man
holds a feast with it in thankfulness… Everywhere the joy at harvest shimmers
through the Mazzoth feast of unleavened bread, the Pentecost feast of the
firstfruits of the wheat harvest, and the feast of booths in the plucking of fruit
and grapes, when people slept in booths in the open fields and beside the
vineyard: and perhaps no one even today can celebrate a religious feast with
such a natural joy and cheerfulness as the Jews.
There are prayers, but there are also songs and dances as a means of
giving thanks to God. Has this cheerfulness remained anywhere on the faces of
the Christians who celebrate a feast? It is true that the mystery that they
celebrate lies on a deeper level – but is it not also greater? Ought not the joy too
be a much deeper joy? What are religious harvest thanksgiving festivals, even
indeed when they are concerned with the rescuing of Israel, compared with the
unforeseeable harvest of bread and wine in the New and eternal Covenant? The
whole earth is now bread and wine. Must not the genuinely human joy be
permitted to break through at this point? Would not a song by thousands of
voices…be the expression of what the Apostle says: “Rejoice in the Lord always;
again I say rejoice…”
It is not a worldly enthusiasm that we are to draw forth from the feast but
a strength that comes from the insight into the essence of God’s love. And it is
not herself that the Church celebrates; she is not enthusiastic about herself but
only about her Head and Lord. It is not the emotional atmosphere that is
important but the matter itself. And this is God, who becomes man among us in
order to die for us…
The object of our celebration is Jesus Christ in his love that goes until the
end, in his power to lay down his life and to take it up again, in his creative might
to make the gift of himself to us in the forms of bread and wine, in order to be
inconceivably one with humanity.