Vigils Reading – 32nd Sunday

A reading from

ST ANTHONY THE GREAT

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Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God, since purity of heart

leads to perfection. Two things are contained within the heart – goodness which

is natural to it and evil which is unnatural. This latter gives rise to such passions

of the soul as murmuring, envy, detraction, and all the rest. Goodness, on the

other hand, promotes knowledge of God and rids the soul of all these passions.

If people honestly try to root out vice and avoid evil, if they repent with tears and

sighs, devoting themselves humbly to a life of prayer, fasting, and watching, the

Lord in his goodness will come to their aid and free them from all sinful

inclinations.

Many who have lived a celibate monastic life for a long time have failed to

learn what purity of heart is, because instead of studying the teaching of the

fathers, they have followed their own wayward desires. So evil spirits and rebel

marauders of the air have prevailed against them, hurling invisible darts by day

and night, and thus preventing them from finding rest anywhere. Moreover they

fill their hearts with pride, vanity, jealousy, criticism, raging anger, strife, and

any number of other passions.

Such people are to be reckoned with the five foolish virgins because they

have spent their time foolishly. They have not controlled their tongues nor

cleansed their eyes and bodies from concupiscence, neither have they purged

their hearts of lust and other deplorable defilement. It was enough for them

merely to wear a woolen garment signifying virginity.

Consequently they lack the heavenly joy which would kindle their lamps,

and the Bridegroom does not open the door to them but repeats what he said to

the foolish virgins: Truly I say to you, I know you not…

Let us awake, then, while we are still in this body, and grieve over

ourselves, lamenting day and night from the bottom of our hearts, so that we

may escape the bitter torment, the weeping, wailing, and remorse that will have

no end. We must beware of entering through the wide gate and taking the easy

road that leads to perdition, for many go that way. Instead we must enter by the

narrow gate and take the path of sorrow and affliction that leads to life. Few

people enter this gate, but those who do are real workers who will have the joy of

receiving the reward of their labors and will inherit the kingdom.

If any are prepared to set out I do beg them not to delay and waste time,

for they may be like the foolish virgins and find no one willing to sell them oil. T

hese virgins burst into tears and cried out: Lord, open to us. But he answered: T

ruly I say to you, I know you not. And this happened to them simply because of

their laziness.

I beg you by the grace of God to obey me as I also will obey you; and may we

all obey the Lord who said by the tongue of the Prophet: Who longs for life and

desires to see good days? Keep your tongue from evil talk and your lips from deceitful

speech. Turn away from evil and do good; seek and strive after peace.