Vigils Reading
A reading from
FR KARL RAHNER
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What must we do in order to avoid stifling the Spirit? This is a dark and
difficult question. If it could ever be thought easy to answer it would be no
question at all. The real answer to it is itself a factor in the movement and
guidance of the Spirit, who himself ensures that he shall not be stifled. It can be
found, in the last analysis, not by the reflexive processes of theory and
speculation, but rather, at basis, through the sureness of instinct to be found in
Christian living.
The first thing that we could do, and do with all our hearts, would be to
acquire an attitude of caring; of recognizing with anxiety that it is possible to
stifle the Spirit. The Spirit can be stifled not indeed throughout the entire
Church, but still over so wide an area, and to such a terrible extent that we have
to fear that judgment which begins with the house of God. And for this reason
we must all face the possibility with fear and trembling that we could be the ones
who stifle the Spirit – stifle him through that pride in ‘knowing better’, that
inertia of heart, that cowardice, that unteachableness with which we react to
fresh impulses and new pressures in the Church.
How different many things would be if we did not so often react to what is
new with a self-assured superiority, an attitude of conservatism, adopted as a
defense not of the honor of God and the teaching and institutions of the Church,
but of our own selves, of what we have always been accustomed to, of the usual,
with which we can live without daily experiencing the pain of the new metanoia.
But if we realized, and with burning conviction, that we can also be judged for
our omissions, for a general obtuseness and inertia of heart which, though
indefinable, extends over all spheres of our lives, for our culpable lack of
creative imagination and boldness of spirit, then we should lend a sharper ear,
keener eye, a livelier anticipation to the slightest indication that somewhere that
Spirit is stirring whose inspiration is not merely confined to the official
pronouncements and directives of the Church, or to the holders of official
positions in her.
Then we should be eagerly on the watch to see whether charisms were not
appearing, of which only a glimpse and a feeling can initially be obtained. Then
we would not make it a condition for admitting those charisms which the Spirit
wills to impart (a condition to which, however, we do not subject our own lives
and activities) that such charisms must have no element of the human in them,
nothing which has not yet been purified out. For this is not possible in view of
the fact that even the fire of the Holy Spirit burns up from the thorn-bush of our
human – all too human – nature.